thoughts

there are so many things that i feel strange about these days. not bad. but strange. today is my last day in fresno. i've been here for a week, but haven't done much. it was nice to see my family. i got bored at times because i had nothing to do. i also called some of my friends. old friends. most of them didn't even answer. the three who did were busy and couldn't do anything. i don't know what to think. i feel so.. alone, but i know i'm not. i have my family. i have my sophana. it's not that it isn't enough, but sometimes i feel like i miss my friends. or i miss having a friend. i mean i have a girlfriend, but i mean friends. that are only friends. is there something wrong with this? i don't know.